not_myfirstday: ([fancy] Colorful Stare)
Making her way through the small gathering of people now in their apartment, Elle felt somewhat at ease. It was getting easier, the normal part of life at least, having parties, meeting friends. Still there was an unease set to all of her steps, things that even she couldn't exactly step away from. Keeping an eye on the exits, glancing to people just to make sure that they were people she knew, people they had invited.

You could take the girl out of the Company, but apparently you couldn't ever take the Company out of the girl. The smile plastered on her face was as heartfelt as she could manage, but there was still a lot of questions held in the back of her mind. They'd changed her phone twice, the number three times, and still the text messages came. Now her phone sat in the bedroom, resting in a drawer where she couldn't be pulled away by it's distraction. It still came to her mind though, and even when she glances across the room to Adam she knows she's not hiding her questions well.

Adam's viewpoint on all of them, and all the troubles they had brought on themselves was abundantly clear. No one had bothered to come for him, they had left him to rot for thirty years in that cell, and when he finally had a solution it wasn't exactly their top idea. Adam however had left all of that, and made a new life for him, with her. They were happy half a world away, and here she was trying to figure out if there was something they could do. If there was something that was getting messed up, something that was going to pull her back in... she at least wanted to be over there already. She wanted to be settled, and feeling safe before things got insane.

Things always got insane, it was just a matter of how prepared they were for it.
not_myfirstday: ([expressive] Coy Lip Biting)
Most of the time, Elle ignored her cell phone. The tiny beep of noise, or the vibration of it against her wallet in her purse was easy enough to just leave be. A week and a half of contemplating asking the cell service to switch her number just so she could avoid the messages alerting her of things that she didn't want to know. Adam and her had opted to move on, to make a life for themselves away from the ones that turned their backs on him. It was a simple choice, no matter how boring it was at times.

Seated at the edge of the tub, Elle pressed her toes to the wall opposite. Her hands ran down her leg, trying to get lotion to permeate into her skin while it was still warm from the shower. The tie across her waist was taut, her silk robe clinging to her back where wet hair was darkening the fabric. The bathroom door opening, created a slight chill of air, but Elle didn't mind the break from the humidity that had collected in the room. Smiling up at Adam she raised an eyebrow at his raise of an eyebrow, "Always just missing me stepping out of the shower. I'd say you had bad timing, but maybe tonight it's perfect."

Moving toward her he pressed a kiss atop her head, "There are always other evenings for me to work on my timing."

Shutting her eyes, Elle let her hand drift up to his cheek, the light roughness felt to her fingertips, "You need a shave."

Staring at his reflection in the mirror, his hand rubbed across his chin regarding the state of his facial hair. Elle moved off of the edge of the tub and slipped in front of him in the mirror. Her eyes watched his, gazing at his own reflection. "You know we don't have to go back, I know the messages... the things we've been hearing from our contacts. It's not our responsibility anymore. We deserve this life you know."

Elle wasn't sure what he was thinking, but she knew he was thinking about something. Her hand reached for a hand towel, turning to run it under the warm water before wringing it out. Leaning toward him she pressed a kiss to his mouth before pulling back and pressing the heat of the towel to his features. She could see the amusement in his eyes, as she stuck her tongue out at him before taking the towel back and resting it to the counter at her side.

Twisting around a bit she reached for the jar of shaving cream, pulling the small brush out and biting on her bottom lip as she took her hand lightly to the bottom of his chin, tilting it up gently. With small circles, she moved across his jaw and chin, smirking at him. Setting the brush down Elle reached for the straight razor, her thumb resting to the back of the blade lightly as she made the careful strokes. Reaching behind her every so often she rinsed the blade with warm water, but she never took too much risk, even considering he could heal quickly. This was more than a simple sign of trust.

"I'm sort of surprised you don't have to shave more often," Elle remarked as she finished the final strokes beneath his nose. Her thumb pulled at the streak of shaving cream still near his upper lip, before turning around and grabbing the hand towel again to soak with warm water again. Glancing up at him in the mirror she exhaled, "You're a good man Adam, even with everything they want to blame you for, you believed in something, you wanted a better world. There's never anything wrong with that."

Her hand reached behind her to hand him the towel to wipe off any of the stray remnants of shaving cream. Elle let her hands rest to the edge of the counter for a moment before slipping out from in front of him to return to the edge of the tub, "We've worked hard to be where we are, but if you're not happy simply hiding here, hiding who we are, I'll be by your side regardless."
not_myfirstday: ([expressive] Aches to Breathe)
Standing there in front of the painting Elle tilted her head to the side. Blonde hair swept down from her shoulder to hang in the air a bit, away from her, but still seemingly perfect without a strand out of place. His hand was warm at her back, the clutch from earlier tucked beneath the crook of her arm as she tried to understand the painting. They had a few by the artist at their home.

Usually Elle was able to find something to connect to in the work, it was why they actually liked the artist. That piece of reality that was always trapped in his work just felt too real to ignore. Now though, there was something else in his work and it didn't sit right with Elle at all. It made her uncomfortable to look at the work, her brow furrowing in confusion as she tried to see past the violence that was spread across the canvas. She knew that sort of pain, both from her own life and the life of the man she was married to. It wasn't something either of them turned away from, but it also wasn't something they actively sought out to discuss.

Adam's hand lifted up higher on her back a brush of his thumb rolling to the skin just above the back zipper of her dress, "Are you alright?"

Nodding she inhaled deeply, trying to push the emotions back down. "It's just different from his other pieces. There's no openness, no hope for something new. It's just... darkness."

It was far too close to the surface of her life, far too touching to the worry that had been pressing onto her the past few days. The message had come, and despite wanting to feel relief, despite wanting to think that was a chapter of their lives getting closure, it didn't sink in the right way at all. Her phone vibrated again in her purse, and she wanted to ignore it, but it was giving her an excuse to step away from the painting at the very least. Adam followed, never straying from her side as she checked the message.

The unknown number had somehow programmed into her phone, and was now listed as a contact which was unsettling. The message though, was even more shocking. TRACY STRAUSS WAS TAKEN - WE NEED YOUR HELP - REBEL Elle glanced to the message once more before turning the phone toward Adam.

"It's never going to be over is it."
not_myfirstday: ([fancy] Colorful Stare)
Her hands smoothed along the sides of it, pressing palms to the fabric as it clung to hips and thighs. Taking in a breath she rests her hand to her neckline, feeling the cool press of sterling silver against her skin. A slight chill runs across her bare shoulders, the lack of straps and sleeves more than apparent as she cuts a path across the bedroom. A small blue clutch is resting on the edge of the bed, nothing much at all inside of it, just something to hold a necklace should she get a headache, or a small tube of lipstick if she would need to reapply. Standing at the edge of the bed her foot flexes forward, toes cracking quietly into the plus of the carpet. Once more her hands graze across her sides, smoothing out material that doesn't have enough give to even get wrinkled as it's fit to her form.

Exhaling she takes a seat on the edge of the bed, the dim surroundings of the room makes it sound more silent than she knows it is. The turn of the ceiling fan circulating the air still makes a slight whir of noise, but she mostly hears herself. A constant undercurrent of something alive within her. A secondary pulse, something that pushes more than it pulls and carries with it the chance of death over life. Elle lets her hand rest to her knee. The heel of her palm pressing above as fingertips tap lightly to the skin below. Brushing her fingertips against skin she lifts her hand slightly, just to put distance, air, between her skin and her touch. The current that slips across from the tips of fingers to the rougher skin of her knee barely passes for anything at all.

She wants to readjust the dress. Tug on the hem, shift it so that it doesn't gather at the hip when she sits down in it, but instead she just watches her reflection in the mirror across the way. Blonde hair cascading across her shoulders and blunt cut bangs that sometimes she swears are in her eyes more than she cares for. She assumes that she looks her age at least, tilting her head slightly she lifts her hands into her hair, pulling it back and up trying to see if it makes her look older. Chewing on her bottom lip her hands reach around her hair, trying to pile it up into something that doesn't look like a tangle of hair, but that's all she sees. Exhaling she lets it go, the feel of the ends brushing to her back feels natural, normal even.

Elle's supposed to be getting ready, and in truth she's been ready for over an hour. Silver heels sit by the door waiting for her to slip them on, and clasp the three straps across her ankle. The clutch is now at her side and she could pick that up as well and head to where she's supposed to go. Still there is a sinking feeling in her stomach, that while they are here - something worse is going to happen there. It clings to her, like the taut fabric of her dress. They've made a life though, and she knows that it's safer to be far away from all of it. She's just wondering when all of it will come to their doorstep, because it can't help but come close.

The sound of him in the front room catches her attention, the keys to the car sliding across marble countertops and the clink of bottles in the door to the refrigerator being pulled as he opens the door to take a look.

"Elle? Sweetheart? We'll be late."

"I'll be down in a minute," Elle replies as she stands up adjusting the hem of her skirt as she exits the room, stooping to pick up the shoes as they rest by the door. They have a life, friends, even a thought that they might be able to forget everything that had happened over there. Yet it's growing darker, and she can feel something is wrong, and part of her knows - he knows it too.
not_myfirstday: ([adam] bw: believe)
There was really no way of knowing what was going on back home, and she wasn't even sure she wanted to know either. Out on the balcony her toes pressed against the rough surface of the stone wall. With a slight press of her foot the chair she was seated on rocked back a bit before it eased back to all four legs and she left the cool air outside to head indoors. He was restless, and she knew it. Part of her had always known he wasn't going to be satisfied with mere survival.

Everything he'd seen, everything he'd been through, she knew it wasn't going to be simple to just walk away from it all. Running her hands through her hair she wandered through their home until she found him, once again at his desk in the office. Elle's hands slid across his shoulders, resting lightly to his chest as her chin settled atop his head. The warmth of his own hands greeted hers, clasping to them lightly and bringing one to his mouth to press a soft kiss to the knuckles. As she sighed she could feel his chest tighten a bit, the restless feeling he had being felt.

"You're not happy," she stated. It wasn't even a question, but it was as if it was just fact. Of course she didn't imply that it meant he wasn't happy with her, or that the life they'd made in London wasn't a good one. It was, in fact it was the most normal Elle's life had been since she was three. She was positive of that, and she knew that if he could give her anything else he would. Elle just knew that she couldn't give him anything more than she already had.

Her trust, her devotion, her attention and love was freely given and she knew that it wasn't her fault he wasn't happy.

"I am love, it's..."

His words were meant to reassure her, and yet she knew too easily that there was nothing to say. Pulling her head up she pressed a kiss atop his head gently, "It's just this part here is the part that you can't stand. You're not used to just being, and it's okay. Whatever you want to do, whatever plan you think you might have. I'm here, I'm not leaving. We'll make the world yours, however we can."

The grip on her hand shifted slightly, a palm pressing to her wrist as he pulled her from the position behind her gently around to beside him, and then tugged down onto his lap. The backs of her knees hitting the arm of his chair as light amused laughter echoed against the walls of his office. Even though she knew he wasn't happy, and that the lack of sleep he got at night was to no fault of her own, she was happy with this part here. This part right here, when he'd look at her and she knew she could do nothing wrong, she didn't mind at all.
not_myfirstday: ([adam] The Twosome)
Giselle: Oh, you have such strange ideas about love.
Robert: Maybe we should just do what you do. You meet, you have lunch, and you get married.
Giselle: Oh, you forgot about happily ever after.
Robert: Forget about happily ever after, it doesn't exist.

--Enchanted



AdamVerse Content Below )
not_myfirstday: ([adam] bw: believe)
She won’t bite unless it brings you joy
I don’t know where all the time has gone
I don’t know where all the years have gone
I should leave
Put your clothes back on now
I should leave
You’re too young for me


Adam-Verse Content Below )
not_myfirstday: ([emote] Walk Alone)
“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.” - James Earl Jones

Adam Verse Content Within )
not_myfirstday: ([expressive] Coy Lip Biter)
Monday, Monday
So good to me.
Monday morning
It was all I hoped it would be.


The corner of her lip's tugged down by the plastic handle, the hint of mint taste of paste sticking to the backs of her teeth and tongue for the moment as she smiles at him. Bare feet pressed against the wood front panels of the bathroom vanity she's taken to sitting on in the mornings. The slight teasing nudge of his hip against her knee always widens her eyes a bit, giving her the fear that she might sink her rear right into the sink if she's not too careful, but still she perches there atop the Italian Marble feeling the coolness of it against her skin through the thin cotton of his boxers she's stolen from the night before.

Shifting the toothbrush in her mouth to the other side she feels the watered down remains of toothpaste in her cheek and swallows it making a sound that sparks a smirk across her features for a moment. Still a steady hand guides the blade down across his cheek trying not to be distracted by the straying motion of his thumb against her thigh. Her own thumb drags against the bit of foam that ended up on his ear, letting it smear down across the front of her tank top as she shifts once more on the counter. The inner side of her knees pressing lightly against his hips, steadying herself as her eyes meet his with that simple knowledge that this is what normal is.

Normal is the ring on her finger, and the tooth paste stained sink she was sitting on. Normal was the haphazard way that she'd tied her hair up that morning so it would stop brushing against his chest when she leaned in to get under his neck. Normal was not worrying that at any moment she'd have to go back.

Slow even strokes grazed against his skin and stubble paired with foam were washed into the water she'd turn on and off behind her back. It was different than cutting his hair, because of the level of trust it imbued into her. It was different from cutting his hair, because he asked her to do it.

The toothbrush shifted again, her teeth biting down on the bristles to wiggle it in his direction as her fingers gripped lightly to his chin tipping his head to make sure she hadn't missed any spots. Satisfied with her work she'd twist around best she could to dampen the washcloth to wipe off the thin lines that were left behind on his skin. She'd feel his arm brush against her shoulder, reaching around her slightly to pull her toothbrush from her mouth.

Turning around to face him again she's nearly close to a fit of laughter as she presses the warm clothe to his mouth and cheeks halting the kiss he was planning to steal for a moment. Her eyes flicker with that mischief that no matter how normal and routine their lives get she still manages to keep alive in her. Wiping at his cheek and letting it drag against his jaw until it's behind his neck along with her hand. She lets go if it hearing it collect onto the ground with a heavier sound before lacing her arms against his shoulders.

"Good morning Mr. Monroe," she starts before pressing a kiss to his newly shaved cheek. One that will carry on over across the smoothness of his jawline and to his mouth just so he could taste what little mint was still left on her tongue.
not_myfirstday: ([emote] Hover in Shadows)
Elle was always a bit restless at night, things that she knew she couldn't very well recall fully slipping into the subconscious trying to force a recollection she truly never wanted to have in the first place. Fragments of a little girl trying so hard to be what was expected of her, and the silence that came in response to it all was always deafening in her dreams. Even if she'd stayed in New York she knew she still would've had the same things haunting her, but instead of a reassuring touch to her temple, threading through her blond hair she'd feel a slight sting at the crook of her arm, and then the numbness that she'd always endure.

There was no numbness though, just the soft hum of the wind through the open doorway to the balcony and the light noise of Adam's feet shuffling back into the room. A sharp breath woke her up from a near deep sleep her hand shooting out to the side of the bed almost unaware of where she'd spent the night, or with whom. It took her just a moment to let her eyes adjust to the new light streaming in from the window, and the feeling of his touch light to her arm trying to settle her down. Deep down she knew that he had trouble sleeping as well, and once she'd realized where she was she knew that her own restless night had been slightly out of sync with his own.

Brushing the back of her hand across her forehead, pushing her bangs and a few strands of hair out of her eyes she smiled, "How's the view?"
not_myfirstday: ([text] Elle: Looking Down)
Elle Takes a Holiday...  )

[ooc: This is for AU clearly. Based for TheTenSpot/Muse-Erotica verse and where-ever else Adam and Elle decide to take this route for their storylines. I wrote in Maya/Mohinder/Molly myself and these actions have no applicable terms for any other muses. I just needed to borrow them, and so I did.]

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